who am i?

21, ftm, from FL, in CA for uni. studying film. i consider myself "dynamically disabled" so sometimes i use a cane. sooo many mental illness. of note is bipolar with psychotic features. femme man. converting to judaism but i live as a jew so most people irl consider me jewish. do w/ that what you will. happy to answer questions. been using tumblr for 9 years T_T

what to call me

strangers: sminkus, ze/hir
mutuals: sminkus/zach, ze/hir
friends: sminkus/zach, ze/hir he/him

leftist | free palestine | i don't believe in transandrophobia
i support my transsisters | antiracist | always learning
not antipsych per se but i believe in their beliefs

my triggers

shadowy figures
cancer
scratching
loss of a parent

my blocked tags

shadowy figures/shadow
cancer
scratches/scratching
loss of a parent

crochet | disability history | disco elysium | film
half life & hlvrai | historical fashion | judaism | lgbtq history
MAD history & theory | the muppets | peanuts (comic) | sharks watergate